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Assalamualaikum and hello!

(the title doesnt even suits with today's post) Anyway, today i just want to tell you what happened yesterday and friday. nothing much happened but it was fun. On friday night, my sister and I watched running man together as usual, and that episode was epic, we usually watched at 8 until 10 or 11, it wasn't that long cause sometimes we paused and ate dinner and we did something else and continued watching it. That's us. But that day, we finished watching it at 10+, and as I far as I remembered (im a forgetful person) I'd promised with Brandon that we will skype together that night, and we did. He was in Langkawi with my others schoolmates and they were having fun, I was quite jealous but i dont mind it at all. We skyped together, it was fun as he said some boys were having a fight at a room, and I wanted to see it, so he took me to the room and all the boys were there, I was shy and awkward as I'm the only girl in the room (although I was in a phone) They were like "myra ada eh" and I was like hehe. I saw they fight, and they fought really serious even though they fight just for joke. Later, I got bored and brandon went to his room back and we skype, I WAS EXTREMELY SHY because Hariz and Adam were there. I didn't talked much, I just sat there and watched them, and giggled and smiled and covered my face, that was what i did. It was fun. 

Yesterday, my brother, sister, mother and I went to The Curve. We promised to go there the day before as I have never been to the curve (sadlife) so my mother took me there :) Actually, I wanted to go there to use the vouchers from Borders, I wanted to buy lots of books but in the end, I just bought three. there wasn't much book which is my taste. So yeah, I was sad... I also bought some journals and I thought to buy one for my prince for his birthday, so I did. I hope he likes it, and I'm sure enough he wont because I have never seen him writes a diary.. i dont care. 

Today, nothing much happened. I just stayed home, read a book I bought, surfed the internet and stuffs. My maid went out because it was her day off, so as usual everytime she's gone everyone had to be very very "berdikari", I did the dishes and wiped the dining table after lunch, hanged the clothes and more. It was quite fun and i think i'm ready for boarding school. (I THINK) and this evening, I chatted with my best best friend, Saleha on facebook. she told me about her blog and I read her posts, I've got to say this, I think Saleha and I felt the same way. I want to be myself and who I am. I don't want to act like anyone else. I dont want people to told me do anything. I want to do what I want, but the problem is I dont have the effort to. I dont know how to change, I always think having friends by my side and tell me which is right and wrong is good but sometimes it isn't. I always wanted to play with someone else but my friends will hate me and mad at me. I dont want that to happened. But I dont even know how they feel, so maybe I'll try to be me. I just hope I can, and no one can stop me. InsyaAllah. 

Assalamualaikum